Hating my students

What I have done is enough!!!! I was friendly, I was inspirational, I gave them motivations, I gave them plenty of ideas, provided them enough support but still students are no where reaching to my expectations... I am hating this situation

I deserve minimum amount of respect. Like today was intolerable, couple of Multimedia students left soon after the class was over while I was stuck around gifts gallery for presenting to my MD. The moment I came back I realized the classrooms and lab was empty. When I asked my incharge I received a reply saying that students left outside even after incharge insisted them to stay. That crushed me a lot.

My MD was 100% right. He warned me to not share lunch time with them, to not exchange jokes or issues. I should have maintained distance from beginning itself. But I always wondered what kind of harm would it drive to me if I am friendly with them???

Since today's incident I realized I shouldn't show mercy on students. I wonder how will they survive once they move out? I am shocked that my kindness has driven to complete negative direction where there is an absolute place for insults.

From tomorrow onwards I am going to expose my harsh side to
them unfortunately it's going to be tough but when the world doesn't accept kindness I am going to be carefree