I know how awful the Monday blues would be... Today is Monday, I feel it is going to hectic. The beginning of the week always starts with dull and restlessness. It seems even students are not willing to come to institute today with no proper mood which means with no smiles on faces. I have seen past few weeks back how students used to put dull faces in front of me and when I insisted them to open up they often replied "We feel like not working". Right!!! When they do feel this way sometimes or most of the time even I feel that way too.
I don't know why I feel like hanging out for long time. I don't wanna go anywhere not to my home, not to my work place, not to be with anyone else. I want to be surrounded myself with breeze and nature. It has been long time spending time for myself. I seriously need to take time off a little bit. On top of that, yesterday night was awful too. I couldn't fall asleep, I heard the footsteps of my parents walking here and there. Opening the doors, slamming the doors these sounds reaching high directly to my ears and I woke up with vibrations. My sister observed everything and she realized that even though Air conditioner was turned on, it did not work out because I did not fall asleep.
I wanted to scream at my parents demanding them to constraint themselves to lay on bed and to not move anywhere. My Dad lives in Bangalore and whenever he comes to Hyderabad (to our actual home), I will not have enough space to sleep. I must sleep in hall, because the other bedroom is occupied by my American returned Grandma. Whenever I sleep in hall I hear the creepy, weird sounds coming from both the sides of bedroom. Already it was Sunday, I hate Sunday nights it seems very loaded, sometimes suicidal too.
I had to put on headphones with loud relaxing Piano music turned on, and I was wired. Although it did not help much, but at least I felt relaxed. Now, it's Monday. I wish today there won't be any work. Because, today is also my MD's Birthday. Politically, there are other reasons why I expect to be a holiday because today seems to be Telangana formation day. That means, technically Hyderabad will be finally declared as Telangana state.
At least because of these reasons can I expect a day break??? To be honest, I need a break I really need a break.
I don't know why I feel like hanging out for long time. I don't wanna go anywhere not to my home, not to my work place, not to be with anyone else. I want to be surrounded myself with breeze and nature. It has been long time spending time for myself. I seriously need to take time off a little bit. On top of that, yesterday night was awful too. I couldn't fall asleep, I heard the footsteps of my parents walking here and there. Opening the doors, slamming the doors these sounds reaching high directly to my ears and I woke up with vibrations. My sister observed everything and she realized that even though Air conditioner was turned on, it did not work out because I did not fall asleep.
I wanted to scream at my parents demanding them to constraint themselves to lay on bed and to not move anywhere. My Dad lives in Bangalore and whenever he comes to Hyderabad (to our actual home), I will not have enough space to sleep. I must sleep in hall, because the other bedroom is occupied by my American returned Grandma. Whenever I sleep in hall I hear the creepy, weird sounds coming from both the sides of bedroom. Already it was Sunday, I hate Sunday nights it seems very loaded, sometimes suicidal too.
I had to put on headphones with loud relaxing Piano music turned on, and I was wired. Although it did not help much, but at least I felt relaxed. Now, it's Monday. I wish today there won't be any work. Because, today is also my MD's Birthday. Politically, there are other reasons why I expect to be a holiday because today seems to be Telangana formation day. That means, technically Hyderabad will be finally declared as Telangana state.
At least because of these reasons can I expect a day break??? To be honest, I need a break I really need a break.
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