I am not loser

I know what my mom always thinks about me that I am big pathetic loser. I don't have a job, no salary, plus I don't have a house by my own. My mom always tries to put me down with her curses against me. Haha she expects I have to be 100% perfect but I feel so sorry for my mom that she fails to understand one thing, every human being cannot be 100% perfect every person has their own defects and they sometimes destruct their own character according to situations.

These days I have been much enlightened due to some situations that I have seen. Post my favorite actor's alleged suicide, I realized few facts about life which is precious. We were born like insects before, then in the next birth we take animal form and the next birth we take human form. Then why can't be happy every moment???? I never realized this worth of life until I heard so many death news. Even if my mom thinks I am most lazy person, I have no skills, I cannot stand tall in society but her opinions does not give any impact on my strengths.

I have my own strength and who can judge me better??? It's one and only my knowledge towards the perspective of my life. Well, my best suggestion to all youngsters like me, please don't care your mama or papa's opinions, let that not give any negative impact on you. It is very important to love yourself no matter how hard it is to survive, just survive. Take an action, release your bad energy through sneezing, shouting or yelling... But never take it too personal which will lead you to one drastic step to hate yourself or killing yourself...

I will challenge my MOm that I will never be frustrated and that's it