Am I going to be crushed or successful???

Today is Saturday, unfortunately this weekend is not going so well. This morning I was suppose to have SAP class, I came all the way from my home but the morning start was little rough. There were no ferry rides available, after a long await I finally got one but the driver was really scared. I asked him the reason that why is he so tensed and why can't he drop me to Dilsukhnagar?? I also told him without any hesitation that I would pay "50 rs" ouch!!! that hurts. But the driver was telling me "It's not about the money madam, strike is going on here we all are protesting against gas rates hikes which will last till Monday". I was actually running out of time, I was worried that if I would be late to classes my sir is going to be very upset. So, I somehow begged him to give me a ride. He was kind enough to accept my request and finally dropped me to the destiny.

Class was about to start at 8:15 AM but I was there at 8:30 AM. I was running on staircase to reach on time. The moment I reached there, MD was already talking on the phone and there was no electricity either. I just wished him Good morning then slowly sat in the lab. I could not even turn on the computer, so I was just wiping my sweaty face. After a prolonged talk with my SAP faculty, MD finally disclosed to me that today sir won't be coming, he is on leave. I was shocked!!! Well, this is not the first time, it happened for many series of times I tried to calm down but today I might have lost a bit temper. I told my MD that why there are so many intervals taking place for the classes. For the first few weeks it was going fine but ever since I paid my complete fee I had to see this kind of irritable intervals.

I was already crushed about how much money I wasted today for none reasons...At least in this institution I gained one job as a career counselor which was thankfully positions for counselors were vacant. Yesterday, MD offered me this cool job, I also told him I would be joining from Monday. My MD was impressed with my words, but I am sure he would scan my actions very well. I have to put so much focus on two things SAP and job in the same institution. I am not sure how far SAP can go well and cannot predict anything about job.

These thoughts have tangled in my mind, I feel like yelling out loud that "Oh God!!! I need rest!!!" Oops!!! Don't mistake me, I don't want to kill myself I just feel like there won't be any jobs, no work but only rest with can be able to earn some money...

I know I have fantasy dreams I have to come out of it. Well, from Monday it's going to be big day. I am not sure how will be my first day but I am pretty sure it's going to be dry for some time being. Let's see am I going to be crushed or successful???