Why is there no solution?

I feel like I am lost sometimes. And then I feel like I have to come back to this world where I am living now. Whatever I see in films the love, care, affection coming from people to the main protagonist is bullshit. But why cant they show reality? You all may think I am talking nonsense so I will come to the key point now. The bottom line is, I am sometimes happy, sometimes not at "home". Because, there is no consistency in the behaviour of my family member especially my parents... 

My mom and dad are born dramatic people, which they always pretend that they have hype difficulties like mountain and they are the only couple who has to sort out the danger causing to world. And everything to them is like sky is falling down! sky is falling down! sky is falling down!. I have seen many of my relatives who are very happy with their lives. No offence but, I must reveal the fact that some of my relatives were struck to the point of danger zone in their lives and they have also faced insults and abuses coming from society for their accidental dangerous problems causes. But my relatives still stayed calm, and they never shared their pains with anyone, when I used to see them, I always thought they are happy people because they keep smiling as if nothing happened. It does not mean that I am supporting my relatives here, I just wanted to convey that even though you have any difficulty why can't you be cool? Especially my parents are so uncool at every situation. 

I wanted to insinuate to them that life is truly affluent. Everything you see around you seem to be really colourful and charming but the fact is we don't cherish with them and we keep complaining about our loss, and we keep hunting to regain from loss. I just became calm these days, not talking at home its only because no matter whatever I talk I am afraid issue will raise up and I will bang the doors with anger, then I will yell at everybody like mad psycho pathetic woman on planet. This is true, all of my friends have seen me like charming person, but when I am so much angry I will roar like Lion that my throat also pains. I don't know what else to do? Because, my mom and dad's traits keep irritating me eventually. For example, tonight's situation. Ever since I have completed my graduation, I thought I am in good pace because I decided to study Masters degree and I also designed good planning about my life. I never regret that I studied Digital Media spending lakhs of money fee at every semester and gained nothing in the result. Because, I can understand this so called Media field requires those who are enthusiastic, have passion to work day and night. So, for me it may take some time to reach that maturity level that is why I opted for higher studies. But my mom and dad cannot keep these things away. They keep bugging with problems telling us that "We have spent so much of fees for your studies, but unfortunately you people have gained nothing". I will get real irritation, I feel like shouting at them saying this way "Will you please shut your mouths? If you don't know how to encourage kids just go to hell". If we keep talking against to parents, friends would say "Dont worry they are your parents they have rights to do anything but it does not mean they don't love you, they love you very much". Oh come on! I don't believe their papery hearts. If they do love us, they would have always understood us at every point. I love my parents very much of course I would respect their views also, but do they respect our feelings? If they are parents it does not mean that they can say anything to their kids. Perhaps, we are grown up adults now, we too have hearts of course we will be hurt. 

Already I feel grieved because I had faced one year Academic loss in ICAT when my ex-academic head failed me without giving chances. I thought to give up, but I still came back to this field, because I knew this field is not to be blamed, but the people around here sucks. I am sorry to say but they must grow up. Every Indian treat Multimedia like Engineering. You will be graduated, as soon as you graduate, you would get the job, monthly earn 30000, serve for your family, then get married, give birth to children, rise them, make them to get marry again and then finally you die. Is this what we have lame life? Some people want to do different things, too bad parents wont let them to do. When my mom raised the topic of jobless in Multimedia, I thought to yell again, but my sister caught my feelings and she controlled me. But I felt like it was stabbing my head for 50 times with pain. I don't want my parents to keep insulting my field where I am graduated from. But they must understand the basic values that the Media field takes plenty of time to settle down with good position in India especially. 

If I have invested much money from parents I am terribly sorry.... Why is there no solution? even after graduation???