Love is typical when everything around you is typical..

Yes love is very very typical. And the painful moment is, when the hardships develop. Why? Why everything is so messy around me. I feel so painful in my heart. When everything is fine, the problem arises again. And the depression follows again and again. There is wise saying “The course of true love will never run smooth” I must agree to it. As for me, I am experiencing typical love life. But I feel I am the luckiest person who gained the true love from the true loyalty person. Sometimes I feel like to give up, because of family issue. The key point for the reason to break up is “Family problems”.

Whether it is long distance or reality love, the background problem is always same that is, “Family”. I must laugh myself that why I have been dragged into such situation that no one can help me? I see most of the couple end up because boy may be cheating on girl or girl may be cheating on boy. But the true love also ends up in tragic way. As if now, I am feeling pain in my heart. The pain is what shall I do in future when I must tell my mom and dad that I am loving one guy who is in another country and I want to marry him??.. I cannot express these feelings easily. It is hard, because my mom and dad will not agree for my relationship. Even if I will run away they will curse me down to death. But I cannot leave my love also. He is one man the wonderful person. He understands my feelings deeply from his heart. I am moved by his true love. But it cannot continue till the end destiny? Why is it just because my parents disagree?? With whom I must share this problem? I am getting cry now. I cannot cry in front of him because, he is living far away from me, he is helpless he cannot hug me he cannot save me. So I am enduring the tears and I am just talking to myself that “No everything is gonna be fine”

At that moment, he came online and he buzz me. I was just text chatting so my emotions hide under the curtains of my tears. But he called me from webcam I accepted. I tried my best to endure the tears, but he recognized it very easily and he asked me “What is the matter? Please share with me, is there something wrong?”. I was thinking to share with him about my family problem it reached till my mouth but immediately I stopped and I said “No nothing happened everything is fine”. He is wise guy he can guess from my eyes. And he said “Are you fooling me? I love you so much, I love you very much deeply, and your eyes say you’re not happy. What happened honey?”. Honey!! The word honey vibrated my body and immediately I thought to hug him tight and cry on his shoulder loudly. But it cannot happen.. I could not endure my tears longer and I told him “Listen, my mom and dad will not accept our relationship what can I do?” Then he said “But you said, your mom and dad will accept us”. Huh!!! I laughed myself. Elders are so good at changing their ideas towards children. No offense, but my parents change their minds very easily that I am so much frustrated with their traits. I told him “Yes they said it, but now they broke the promise. What shall I do?” I cried like one baby. He was clueless!! Shocked and he looked outside window. He moved away from webcam and I became miserable thinking that may be I disappointed him. He bowed down his head and he was thinking, thinking ,thinking!!!! I did not understand and I asked him “What is the matter? You do not say anything” he said “I will not give up. I will never give up. No matter whatever happens, I will marry with you, because I don’t care what others will think, I want my love I cannot leave you. If you will go away I will be sad forever. I am lifeless my body is dead. Please don’t leave me” he pleaded me a lot. And I said “Okay I wont leave you dear I will be with you no matter whatever happens”.. Situation became calm down now we are fine. But some fear left in the corner of my heart and I still thought about that whether I can marry him or not??

This is one key problem for the reason that why couples mostly break up.. Some lovers have guts to elope and marry.. But some lovers cannot do that they will obey their parents and marry someone of their choice. Some lovers will attempt suicide because of their lost love. Now, what about my destination no one knows. But this is the interesting key problem that I can add in my movie too. I will show this problem from girl’s dark sides of life which creates the central problem for couple. This is my second idea. May be I can do this effectively too. So boy has family problems the same as girl.. And the love is tangled how to get rid off it.. Is what I am going to solve now..

My opinion is, please do not leave your beloved one for something.. It gives more pain I cannot express but my tears can say this. It is still in my eyes. 

The feelings of a boy when girl leaves him for the sake of
his happiness and when she do not
want to pressure him with her family reasons..
He misses her a lot, because he does not want to
loose her and these words comes from his heart..
"The theme wallpaper designed by me, for my short film
project {Smile To Your Life} in Adobe PS CS4"

The feelings of a boy when girl leaves him for the sake of
his happiness and when she do not
want to pressure him with her family reasons..
He misses her a lot, because he does not want to
loose her and these words comes from his heart..
"The theme wallpaper designed by me, for my short film
project {Smile To Your Life} in Adobe PS CS4"