Before starting the topic I would wish everyone Happy Vinayaka Chavathi and Happy Ramzan. Well Good evening everyone. I am still working on my project work, But today I guess I had to bear some mental tensions rather doing final project. Because of my parents no offense intended but my parents think, I am not working just doing time pass. Well no matter, I have tried my maximum level to work on my final project but I did not get any piece.
Because my parents are wondering I am just the student of Indian University so I have no value I guess. Today my dad has arrived Hyderabad to celebrate the Festival and I slept very late at yesterday night because I was watching one movie and I just scribbled the rough screenplay for my story. So I could not fall asleep early. Today morning I had to wake up very late of course I can understand that I should not wake up late but I was helpless I am dead tired. My mother has banged my bedroom door loudly then my heart beats raised fast I woke up at once and I pumped from bed which gave me horrible headache. This morning, my dad shouted at me and blamed me saying that "Your not working anything and you give pressure to your mom"
Now what I have to do??? Whenever I am saying I am working my for my final project, my father parents are not believing I am also trying to prove something but they are not interested to watch. Fine, so I cried and my parents said "Give us little poison we will die" This makes me feel so horrified. Now I guess, I have pressure t work on my final project only for the sake of my parents ?? But I think I am not enjoying anything when I am inside house. When I go to college Thank to Varun Sir, he will encourage me a lot. But I want my parents to encourage me forever rather blaming me..
I think I am loosing mental piece. ICAT I am coming there tomorrow that is the only place, where I can sit and do ith concentration. This is just I am sharing with you all, because I want to share my emotions and I am dedicated to myself to my final project. Nothing else, is visible to me except my film.
Well its the truth for now. Good night will see you tomorrow again
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