I am an Idiot who did not update my own blog and lost my track. I would say sorry for myself.. :(

Good evening all my dear friends almost I wish to say my dear fans lol. Well Gosh it’s been many days I am writing blog and I feel so weird right now that what I have to express?? I do not understand anything. Since four days I am not updating any sort of blog. And guess what? I was busy with some minor reasons which cannot count in the hype of scale. I was busy with fresher’s party preparations which took place last Friday. Although I danced and sung one song which does not sound exhausting but during practicing hours, I was really exhausted. I used to come home like one dead pig and I used to sleep on bed without having dinner. May be I am getting lazy towards, but I must admit this is my fault I did not update any blog. Oh I was so bad.

How I wish I could be on track now my mind is little blocked because I do not understand where to begin it?? Coz I have faced some sever mental problems with my family at house and trust me I was literally involved into bad fight and I spoilt my mood everything by my own hands. This is not giving any profit to me. So I am ready to bang my head off against wall thinking all the time “Why did I involve?? Oh come on why did I involve”?? Anyways I want to be professional so I shall move away this issue from my heart and from my brain I will work on the project sincerely from this hour to everyday.

Well the day I have choose the concept about online dating I was involved into it that I forgot my world and I have always getting fascinated to do any sort of thing. Funny thing is even though if I will listen to songs I get some stupid idea that if I will put one duet song in my movie??  And I am not going to loose my track at all. I love to do my project and I am very much proud to say that I am doing film on online dating which is partially related to my story and rest of all can also actively take part in involving their characters into movie. I want to make best movie ever. And for that I am reading so many books I have watched hell lot of Cantonese movies,. But there is still some afraid in my heart, because I am coming to my college alone sitting in library and reading some books. But then I realized this is what all about self-study.. And then slowly I was getting afraid that I can do it or not/? Just before one hour I sat quietly in one corner and I thought to dedicate myself into my movie and not to care the rest world what the heck they speak?? I love my movie I love my project.. Oh come on I will cheer up myself that I can do it..

So dear friends, from tomorrow I would be updating my blog again with some research document that what happens in Long-Distance and also I would be reading so many books and techniques to do best screenplay. Well I won’t give up. But as for now give me some little to think where did I begin from?? Gosh I hate myself